Apr 6, 2021
“Your spark isn’t your purpose. That last box fills in when you’re ready to come live.” — Joe Gardner, Soul
Am I ready?
Do I really want to live?
Recently, I’ve been just overwhelmed with apathy.
I don’t care about anything like 22 in the movie, Soul.
To be honest, I don’t feel like I care about myself at all.
And if I die at this very moment, I wouldn’t even mind at all.
In fact, I even think it’s nice.
I don’t like anything. And it feels like I’m just like 22.
Many times I even feel like those lost souls who keep on clinging to what keeps them from actually living.
I keep on looking forward to things to make me forget about the present.
Living is such as hassle.
Thing is… I can live, but I’m not ready.
It even feels like I don’t want to.
In fact, it sucks that I don’t have a choice.
Post Script:
If you haven’t watched Soul, I’m sorry if I spoiled you. It is a great movie. Maybe you should watch it.
